美丽心灵 | Beautiful Mind

今天和counsellor聊天。

聊着聊着，她突然说，你有一个beautiful mind。她说我是一个特别authentic的人，特别真诚。她说我喜欢用玩笑话和讽刺来消解那些沉重的东西，但她看得出来底下是什么。她说其实我很爱自己。她说她从我身上学到了很多。

我差点被她说哭了。然后突然有点不好意思。

就这样。

Had a session with my counsellor today.

Somewhere in the middle of the conversation, she stopped and said — you have a beautiful mind. She told me I’m a deeply authentic person, genuinely sincere. She said I use humour and sarcasm to deflect the heavy things, but she could see what was underneath. She said I actually love myself. She said she’d learned a lot from me.

I nearly cried. Then felt a little embarrassed.

That’s it.